My cats know I’ve been sick because they are sure giving me extra love and attention. Right now Kona is on my lap and that is a rare thing indeed. I’m so blessed and I must remember that more! Why do I let doubt and fear come in! I am strong! The money and bills and insurance and all that petrify me. And my job?! But I must remember I do have faith. I pray. I ask for help. And I pray for others too. I realized I don’t even know the name of what I had. That’s odd for me, but I’ll find out. This will not define me but make me better. It will.