I decided that even though I have no money and no job – I’m going to start doing a fun/treat thing for me once a month or so. I can’t begin to recall how long ago I got a manicure or even had my nails painted. This was huge! And…for those of you who know me – my nails are GREEN! 🙂
Unfortunately the girl at the mall wasn’t good and wasn’t caring about a tip, she only seemed to want to get finished as quickly as possible. If she’d only known to have taken like 4 minutes longer on the hand massage or even just SLOWED THE HECK DOWN with the manicure she would have gotten a tip. But no dice was it was. Anyway, more normalness is coming to my life…I like it. (Big breakthrough in counseling today – catastrophes and how they play into my life and how…ESPECIALLY SINCE LAST JULY I turn most everything into a catastrophe. But here’s the kicker and the fact that both my therapist and I see this…I SEE that I have this behavior…and I want to stop.) Hence – therapy is a good thing!