My head feels odd.
I haven’t felt this sensation in as long as I can remember.
The top of my head feels a sense of pressure and tingling.
I feel a nagging nauseous feeling.
My vision is OK. No spots or visual disturbances like last year (before I knew about the brain tumor).
But I need to take a moment to pause. And breathe.
I’m deeply concerned about a CSF leak.
I’ve read they can happen.
I know it’s been a year and a half since the crainectomy (2). But they still can occur.
I told mom tonight that another CSF doesn’t get to happen to me, because I’ve already had 2 brain surgeries. So, I’m done with brain issues. Really.
Yet I’ve felt weird for the last week or so.
When I lay down (at night) I feel dizzy. But then it seems to go away.
I’m right in the trenches of some ugly anxiety I tell you.
I went out to walk this evening, got a good 30 minutes in.
It helped then.
Right now is a different story.
I posted about some hope earlier; I need some of my own now.