Sometimes, I wonder how many people have been forced to file for bankruptcy once being diagnosed with a life-changing disease? While I know it’s not healthy to be so focused on my dire financial situation, it’s really hard not to be. It’s really difficult to not be depressed about my current state of affairs. And, I see no end in sight. My brain is now damaged. I have a brain disease. I’m desperate. I don’t know what to do.
This isn’t pleasant. This isn’t fun. This is my life and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.