Considering everything I’ve been through, it’s completely understandable that I’m nervous about going to the hospital tomorrow.
I have had several colonoscopies already; however, that doesn’t make this any easier to bear. I am at a greater risk of getting colon cancer because of my mutated PTEN gene. It’s not fun. It’s not easy. I’m also having an EGD. Because polyps and Cowden Syndrome are BFFs. We know I have innumerable polyps already, checking their status in about 8 hours from now.
I have had a steady diet of Cucumber Gatorade and chicken broth today. I’ve experienced uncomfortableness today, too. Tomorrow, I pray for a skilled and clear-minded Doctor who will make sure I am safe and does what he needs to do for my health.
I’m also dreaming of something Pumpkin when I get home.
Going to try to get some ounce of sleep; a challenge amongst the hunger pains and anxiety of hospital- anything.