I have tried to do these things in the past, but since I’m not a writer I don’t do them all that often. I wish I was a writer, and could write eloquently and express the things in my heart. I usually just mush everything and end up writing the way I speak. #fail
Anyway, I saw the prompt for today and it resonated with me. Time to pick it up and be the Blogger I only dream about! 🙂
For years after diagnosis, I resisted everything. I don’t have brain tumors. I don’t have a rare hereditary cancer syndrome. I don’t have to go to the doctor all the time. I’m not high-risk for breast cancer. These brain tumors will not grow. Resist. Resist. Resist.
Only today, almost 6 years after diagnosis, am I starting to get a glimpse of acceptance. Resistance is futile. Especially when you have a sketchy medical status. I can no longer resist what is.
I have 2 brain tumors. I have Cowden Syndrome. Resisting the reality of that is a recipe for disaster. My life has been a disaster and continues so.
Today, I tell you I will try harder. I will do better. I will stop resisting.