First off, HAHAHAHHAHHAAAA.
Secondly, this prompt is pretty accurate considering my mood today. I just spent $50 to fill up my gas tank, and my monthly credit card payment is now up to $250/month. Will anyone else be shocked when I cannot pay the bill anymore?
Thirdly, I could actually make a list filled of all the things that have shocked me these past 7 years. I won’t bore you with it though.
I’m sick. I’m pissed. Why couldn’t I have been approved for the damn disability?! I deserve it! I need it. I am entitled to it! I’m tired of complaining and I’m tired of struggling. All I pray for is financial stability and yet (if I live another 30 years) I don’t ever see that happening.
When I file bankruptcy, or am forced to file, that will only be a short-term fix for a lifetime problem. I can’t work as I once did. I can’t even make enough money to finance my life – the bare necessities even.
I don’t want or expect anything more than just surviving. And as it stands right now I’m barely doing that.
I never asked for these damn brain tumors (obvi) and they continue to ruin my life. How can I expect to heal when I’m chronically stressed out about how I will survive?!