Daily Prompt [Messy]

Oh my.

How appropriate today’s daily prompt is!  As I am pondering this early Saturday morning a few things keep going over in my mind:

  • Bedroom
  • Life
  • Car
  • Life
  • Hair
  • Life
  • Clothes
  • Life
  • And
  • On
  • And
  • On

Life is messy.  It just is.

What matters is what do you do with it, right?  I know I say that often, but I want to keep reminding myself that although my (medical) life is out of control, and that directly affects all other areas of my life, I am still here!  I can and should still exert control (my choices, rather) on what I do and do not want to do with my life.  My bedroom is a hot mess.  My closet is a hot mess.  My hair is a hot mess.  My car is a hot mess.  I guess I just have embraced the messy because I feel that’s a representation of my life.  (!!!!!!!!)

Gosh, who knew that blogging could be such great therapy, LOL.  That’s exactly it.  I’ve been absorbed into the mess that is my life and cannot find a way out of it.

YET, I do have a choice!

Even if it’s as simple as reading a good book.  Or listening to music I enjoy.  Or cleaning out the trunk of my car.

Cowden Syndrome and Lhermitte-duclos Disease robbed me of the life I hoped and dreamed to have:  Mother, wife, blah blah blah.  When you have no dreams or hopes and feel your life is a mess…ew that’s just too much for any one person to handle.

I am reminded I only have to “handle” today.  I will finish this blog post and and start on my laundry.  Then, I will make sure I make time to pick up this book that I have been trying to finish for years!

Thank you for being here!  ❤

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What are you doing today?  

 

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