What am I waiting for exactly?

So.  Do y’all remember when I saw my Endo and he told me my “thyroid” is growing back and I have elevated thyroglobulin now?  (For those who don’t remember, I had a total thyroidectomy in 2003 (and follow up in 2006) for a huge thyroid goiter.  It was 10X larger than normal on the right lobe, and 4X larger in the left.  Makes a hell of perfect sense knowing what we know now about Cowden Syndrome.)

And how this was over a week ago?

And how his office called me the NEXT day to tell me he wants me to have a thyroid MRI to decide what’s next?

And how I have to “be patient”?

I’m about to spit nails. IF YOU DO NOT STAY ACTIVELY INVOLVED IN YOUR OWN HEALTH CARE YOU WILL BE NOTHING LESS THAN A STATISTIC. THAT IS ALL WE ARE TO THE MEDICAL FIELD.

Here’s all I know as of today:

1. Referral for MRI hasn’t been submitted yet.  Full. Stop.

2. Apparently my doctor put the order as “routine”, so his entire staff is on slow-mo. Literally.

3. Said office is waiting on clarification on order from yet ANOTHER department.

4. Was told they “hope” to get info by the end of the week. THEN the referral will be submitted.

WHAT THE EFF IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE?! Don’t call me a worry wart either, which is what the receptionist (who had very big balls, I might add) said to me.  This is our medical system! I’m not disabled apparently, while I’m living and trying to survive with these 2 brain tumors and watching and watching with a microscope if when I get cancer!? Cowden Syndrome and LDD have ruined my life.  And continue to drag me through the mud.

Yet I’m expected to cope with this crap and bloody anxiety and pressure having to MANAGE my doctors doing their damn job? And if I find out the thyroid cancer IS back….they best be on guard because I will raise holy hell like none other. Thyroid cancer is NOT the Cadillac of cancers and should not or will not be treated differently than any other cancer.

I’m so pissed – if I drank I’d already have downed 2 shots by now and it’s only 9:30 this morning.

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4 thoughts on “What am I waiting for exactly?

  1. Pingback: I’m forever playing catch-up with my life | hopeforheather

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