Lost 

I’ve lost my way. And my hope. 

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I’m struggling but trying to find my way back. 

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Sigh

4 years ago today I had to have a 2nd craniotomy to fix the CSF leak coming out of my incision in the back of my head.  I still can’t believe I had one brain surgery let alone two.  In about a week’s time.

It’s unbelievable to me how much my life has changed since then.  And not in a good way.  Struggle and pain within my body (since surgeries); financial loss and hardship; fear of the unknown of what the future holds for me…just to name a few things.  The dark cloud is depressive today.

I hate it.